Everyone of us is waging the most important war of all time – a battle dwelling spiritually. With this comes a realization that it is imperative to cover anyone that I love in prayer. Not long ago, it was revealed to us that our prayer is so powerful that it should not be wielded as the last resort but our first defense. So even though this particular person is not yet in my life – I decided to cover him in prayer, for as often as I can. I think the “him” paved way to this person’s identity – and I think you guessed it right – it is no other than my future husband. Because just like I do, he may also experience difficulties and troubles in life – that only God can help.
My God, my God, I ask for counsel
Not to stumble,
Upon a man of scoundrel.
My God, my God, I’ve had enough
My heart has been broken
Twice, it has been rough.
My God, my God, I pray for thee.
A man who walks close,
Towards You is my plea.
Poem I (barely) made while reading Passion & Purity.
Dear Future Husband,
Honestly, there are moments I feel impatient, and today is one of those moments. Impatient for you to come and find me. It is a struggle that, without God’s help, will make me insane — as each day without you goes by. At times I’m good by myself — I enjoy my own company; laugh at my own jokes, carry on with my own life. But there are moments when I pray and hope I could talk to you — you know, have deep and grown up conversations about life. But then I remembered something I read — might be a passage in a book or a social media post— about while you are preparing/building yourself, it is best to maintain a non-romantic relationship and let you grow and mature until you are ready. Seeing that we are not yet together, maybe you are still preparing yourself. I could only wish you were here. I could only wish I could talk to you. I could only wish I know you. That is why, my love, for your own good, and mine as well, I will let you focus on building yourself up than to pray on hastening your preparation. Until then, for your own good, I’ll wait. For your own good, I’ll prepare and position myself. Know that even now, I love you and I will try my best, with God’s grace, to protect you of my selfish desires.
Your Future Wife
(and stay) #DearFuture
Hi love, I hope you are doing fine right now. Hopefully you did not drink coffee before you sleep or else you’ll end up like me, shaking off the caffeine until, maybe, 1 in the morning (lol! Yes I know, I’m sorry). I just thought of writing something for you, I hope you don’t mind.
A poem created for the love of my life (not really good at making one, so please bear with me. This one is from the heart, my gift to YOU!)
Hello my future, I’m excited to meet you!
How have you been, do I know you?
My dear every night I pray for you,
I hope you can hear my heart say “I love you”.
Right now God is preparing you for me,
I am also preparing myself for you.
I know you will be with me at the right time,
At the right moment, it will be sublime.
Maybe it is when I know how to do laundry
or maybe even when I can budget correctly.
Stars might be the only one we have in common today,
hold on to that. My love, we’ll meet someday.
I know you’ll fight for me, even when things are bad.
And you’ll never ever let go of my hand.
You’ll love my flaws and accept my past,
Perfect love is what you will cast.
I’ll heal myself, be my 100%,
So that when we’re already together it will be well spent.
I’ll love you now even when I can’t see you,
I’ll give my heart even when I can’t feel you.
Guard my heart for others who wants to break it.
For you, my love, is worthy of it.
For now I’ll love you from a far.
Until the distance between us is ajar.